Thursday, September 10, 2009

The Waiting Game

This waiting game is terrible! You does not have a single clue when the baby wanted to see the world, all you need to do is wait and endure the contractions and discomfort every single day. The sleepless nights and pain and the feeling that; is this the time ? Every contractions you feel, you always wonder if this is the day. And end up...no it's not, this is just one of those days.

For me, this is the hardest part of pregnancy, the waiting game. You know how hard it is to wait, right ? even for simple things in your life, if you are waiting for something you are always anxious for that thing to arrive, how much more if you are waiting for that little angel that you have been carrying in your belly for nine long months? You have mixed emotions every single day....and in your mind lots of questions too.

.....and yet, I am still here waiting....and waiting...

4 comments:

Phoebe said...

hi mommy mel.and so i thought nanganak ka na talaga since sabi mo dun s last post mo, dilated n ng 2cm cervix mo. hays, i know exactly what you feel. ganyan din ako nun kay gab, nagoverdue ako ng 3 days. prang antagal ng pghihintay. pero around 32 weeks, ngopen n din nun cervix ko ng 2cm.

ngayon naman eto s baby ko, sobrang uncomfortable na. the past two nights, grabe ang tigas tlga ng tiyan ko. i thought nga i was going through premature labor na. buti false lang coz i'm only 34 weeks. kanina nmn paggising ko, ang sakit n nmn ng tiyan ko, again false labor.

ewan ko ba, but this pregnancy now, ibang-iba kesa kay gab. imagine, as early as now, ang lakas n ng braxton hicks ko na halos di ako patulugin. tsaka grabe pala ang boy ipagbuntis, iba ang galaw s tiyan. minsan feeling ko mabubutas n tiyan ko. LOL.

anyways, easy lang muna dyan mommy. lalabas din yan si Andi, hehe. bka sumakto ka lang s due date mo. sayang, di sia lumabas ng sept 8. ako naman, hopefully, gumalaw p placenta since almost 2 weeks n akong di ngbe-bleed. pero as usual, e2 super bedrest p din. sched ko ng ultrasound is on sept19. by that time, magkakaalaman n kung CS tlga or madala p s normal..wish me luck..

and i wish u luck s nalalapit mong due date. hehe,,buti ka pa, malapit ng makaraos...pics ni baby Andi ha, post mo agad..hehe..

santhy said...

Just a little bit more...you will feel the greatest happiness! Be strong...and Good luck.

Dorothy L said...

Hey Mel....it is very frustrating when we are almost there. As you mentioned...you have really no control over that little mind inside of you.
Trust that God knows what is going on and has a reason for when the baby will be allowed to enter our world.

Anticipation is always a bit frustrating:)

April said...

I can totally relate. I just had a baby almost 3 weeks ago. She was born 5 days past her due date. The waiting can be very difficult and uncomfortable, but you can make it.

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